So, my parents are being more jerks lately (but thats not new). I just got ungrounded after one and a half weeks for not putting Austin's (my lil bro) train tracks together (WTF?!?!). Lately they've been yelling at each other more and I've been getting in trouble for nothing and being blamed for stuff (but again, whats new there?). So I'm just counting down the days til I leave to go to France, Italy, and Greece (10 Days!!!!). And until then, I'm just trying to stay out of my house and away from trouble and the nightmares that haunt me in that house.

So this year was most likely not the best for me but it'll all work out eventually...(i hope). Since i, being Larxene as it is, have been going through so much shtuff lately that i'm about ready to hurt someone or break something. i've had this anger for some time now so i'm going to let it out on something. gotta go. bye

whoever knew that hiding issues from parents could be hard....? Well let me think....my mom told me to keep stuff from my stepdad and that worked out well...until he caught on...he still doesnt know that i know which is the funny part...., im keeping a huge secret from both my parents, people from church, and some people at school (Demyx, Axel, you already know.)(BTW Demyx, its Inuyasha), i have recently fallin in love with Namine...(oh wait...thats the secret...shitaki mushrooms....oh well). schools awesome, especially how Axel did stuff to her foot while drop kickin soda bottles after school.(lol....) and im secretly uploading stuff on here cuz my parents dont want me on this site so thats why it takes me forever to do stuff........ I guess i will do this again in like another month or so!

Ok well alot of things happened to me this summer (discovered stuff about myself that i didnt think was possible and a bunch of other stuff). For example, I learned to draw better so when i get the chance i will have to upload those for you that actually want to see it which isn't that many people but whatever. I went to Panama City, Florida for a camp, went to Michigan with family (worst time ever....) and went to Texas with household family (take back the last worst time ever....THIS ONE WAS THE WORST!!!!) and came back and attempt to hang out with friends before school starts (i had to be smoking something when i said that even though i dont smoke stuff). I can draw people better and my buildings and backgrounds are improving so im getting alot better thanks to Axel! i guess thats it for now.....so....bye!

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance. *nods*
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home. (almost)
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[x] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school (does that include college? )
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (what's a Honor Roll?? )
[] I failed more than 1 class last year (almost)
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Travel
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Yup.)
[x] I've been on a plane. (yeah )
[x] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe. ()
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star. (Just look up in august )
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving. (but I'm going to one day)
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.(ALMOST!!)
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing. (but I'm going to one day as well )
[x] I've been in a play. (Theatre Arts)
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding. (but I'm going to one day )

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler. (Wtf is a cuddler? It doesn't sound nice )
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. (Mwhahaha )
[x] I've cheated on a test. (ummmmmmm)
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight. (It hurts, never get into one! )
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alchohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[x] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.(ugh i wish)
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.(i almost)
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death/Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay. (i'm going to in a couple of days)
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. (Well according to whom? )
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[sometimes] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.(depends what day is it?)
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar. (hypnotic syntax )
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name. (BUT I HAVE THE '-el' suffix, its even worse! )
[] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[XXX] My favorite color is either white, yellow, red or blue all of them except pink!
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (HAHA! NO!)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (only when I want to )
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (KH!!!!!!! )
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] I answered all of these honestly.